This is...

my preemptive "I told you so".

Hypocrisy

I am a hypocrite. The reason I know I am a hypocrite: I hate hypocrites. And that's very hypocritical, especially for a hypocrite.

New schooling for old school....

I've been feeling a bit 'old school'. Can this be considered 'old school'?? Owell.

Dichotomy

How can the sky be so beautiful, when I've had such a terrible day??

Animosity

I think I am just now starting to realize that I actually do hold grudges. I've always thought of myself as quick to forgive and laid-back. I don't really know how I feel about this.

Photo of The Day

Hanging out with the "theatrical" mannequins at Greenfields about four months ago:

04.19.12

Uneasiness AKA Heebie Jeebies

I really wish they would stop showing movie trailers for "The Odd Life of Timothy Green". It creeps me out in a way I can't adequately describe...

Optimism

I'm trying something new; hoping it works.
I feel like its working, but that might just be wishful thinking...

You Know That I Know; Ain't Nothing Like You

I know what I am.

Sometimes I feel like a kid.
Other times, I wish I still was.
I know who I am.
I'm someone who doesn't know who they are,
and is learing to deal with that.

Gloria Gaynor said it best...

That's right, life, keep throwing lemons. I LOVE lemonade!!

I have hope. And and the ability to find, if not happiness, then contentment.

So, in the end, I will survive...

Photo Of The Day

My new haircut

Fix You

Why do all the happy people feel like they have to fix the ones who aren't?

I need to remember...

that acting or speaking in anger is never advisable. I have to remind myself to sleep on it.

Luke {Hearts} Emmy

Luke and Emmy's Wedding:

Dani and Me

Goal:

To sleep through the night without waking up.
Chances of succeeding: about 60%
Wish me luck!!

Winning

Ego boost FTW!! : D

This is...

dangerous

For now...

 I smell the rain,
and with it,
pain.
And it's headed my way.

Mom

The word 'mom' is like the word 'love'. It is not to be taken lightly or be used loosely. Giving birth to a child does not make you a mother. Loving someone enough to put their needs above your own, makes you a Mom.
i love you, mom

Doodles

Dani, feel free to thief:

While Dani works on her masterpieces....

                 I like to dabble...

Anecdote Quote

I had a stick of CareFree gum, but it didn't work. I felt pretty good while I was blowing that bubble, but as soon as the gum lost its flavor, I was back to pondering my mortality.
Mitch Hedberg

Insanity

Driving home from work I danced and sang this song very enthusiastically, earning my self a few looks from other drivers who probably thought I was insane.

Fell In Love With.... (A Girl)

I don't normally get googly (o_0?) about musicians because I'm usually like "whatever. just make music."

However... I think I may be in love with Jack White. Or it might possibly be girly crushhh... But I'm pretty sure its looovvee.

Sleeping Revelations

I just woke up from a dream, in which I was yelling at someone
"You can erase your Facebook, but you can't erase your life!!"
I recently deactivated my Facebook page.
I wonder what it means...

Independance

we're all so independent that we live our lives in a way that makes it easier to cut one another out.

Brain Damage

There's a ticking in my head. Beating out a rhythm. I keep searching for the source of the sound, but it is nowhere in the house. Because it is in my head. My ears are confused.

Photo of the Day

Driving home from Chicago. Dani got accepted to the American Academy of Art! Yay!!

damn.

I haven't felt the need to listen to my depression music in awhile. I think I'm going to have to dust some of that shit off.

LOV 4 U 'n Me

Chinese Food

“Then he explains Chinese food in Manhattan to me: 'See the way it works is, there's one central location out on Long Island where all this stuff is made. Then it's piped into the city through a series of underground pipes that run parallel to the train and subway tracks. The restaurants then just pull a lever. One lever for General Tso's chicken, another for beef with broccoli sauce. It's like beer; it's on tap.' It's amazing how convincing he is when he says this. There's no pause in his description, nowhere for him to stop and think, to make this up as he goes along. It's as though he's simply repeating something he read in the Times yesterday. This makes me love him more than I did just five minutes ago.”
― Agusten Burroughs, Magical Thinking: True Stories

Quiet Time

I do my best thinking.....

in the shower.

Running With Scissors

Where would we be without our painful childhoods?

Sometimes...

I feel like a boat
floating aimlessly out on the ocean.
It's a starless night
and I don't know
which way
is north.
So, I wait;
for something to come along
and give me a direction.

Ne Me Quitte Pas

Photo of the Day

about 7yr

Gray

I am not black or white.

I am content to be gray.

I revel in wordless conversations.

I am restless.