optimism

i sometimes feel like every decision i make is a future mistake.

This is...

my preemptive "I told you so".

Hypocrisy

I am a hypocrite. The reason I know I am a hypocrite: I hate hypocrites. And that's very hypocritical, especially for a hypocrite.

New schooling for old school....

I've been feeling a bit 'old school'. Can this be considered 'old school'?? Owell.

Dichotomy

How can the sky be so beautiful, when I've had such a terrible day??

Animosity

I think I am just now starting to realize that I actually do hold grudges. I've always thought of myself as quick to forgive and laid-back. I don't really know how I feel about this.

Photo of The Day

Hanging out with the "theatrical" mannequins at Greenfields about four months ago:

04.19.12

Uneasiness AKA Heebie Jeebies

I really wish they would stop showing movie trailers for "The Odd Life of Timothy Green". It creeps me out in a way I can't adequately describe...

Optimism

I'm trying something new; hoping it works.
I feel like its working, but that might just be wishful thinking...

You Know That I Know; Ain't Nothing Like You

I know what I am.

Sometimes I feel like a kid.
Other times, I wish I still was.
I know who I am.
I'm someone who doesn't know who they are,
and is learing to deal with that.

Gloria Gaynor said it best...

That's right, life, keep throwing lemons. I LOVE lemonade!!

I have hope. And and the ability to find, if not happiness, then contentment.

So, in the end, I will survive...

Photo Of The Day

My new haircut

Fix You

Why do all the happy people feel like they have to fix the ones who aren't?

I need to remember...

that acting or speaking in anger is never advisable. I have to remind myself to sleep on it.

Luke {Hearts} Emmy

Luke and Emmy's Wedding:

Dani and Me

Goal:

To sleep through the night without waking up.
Chances of succeeding: about 60%
Wish me luck!!

Winning

Ego boost FTW!! : D

This is...

dangerous

For now...

 I smell the rain,
and with it,
pain.
And it's headed my way.